Last day of Christmas shopping:D

Long time never blog again~ x.x

When to buy Christmas presents for cousins :D and got a membership card from mini princess.(can be use at mini toons and mini bits ^^) finally got the membership card *.* Its a life time membership card. No renewer needed. :D Afterwards, when to Tampines Mall to buy cookie for one of my relatives as don't know what to buy for her. :/ Next, when to Zinc to buy school bag. (: Saw lots and lots of new design again! :D got the temptation to buy all xD Bought a baby pink colour bag. Last minute buy bag again? Almost got to bring my small bag to school as I don't have school bag. x.x Joke.
Short day= short post :b
So buh bye:D
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December~ <2012>

This December I lyk so suay. First, while carry an egg box, the side of the box cut my leg. And it was super duper red and pain. Especially when it is raining and the water touching it. Second, got scratch on the hand. Dont know how i got it but when i was bathing, the water touch it and became pain. Then i realised i got cut. wtf. x.x Though only two minor cuts happened in a week, but who knows whats going to happen to me in the next few weeks. D;

Wish i wont get a cut where lots and lots of blood come out. x_x

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Time reverse, please? :(

:( how i wish im still a child when i dont even give a single damn about anything. and when all i cared about was just not letting myself to be starving. life like this is just so simple and easy going. but now, life isnt that simple. everything is just as complicated as it is. :(

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28.11.12

Long time never blog liao(: Everybody having holiday mood, me having sad mood. Everyday need go out and do "part time job". Tired much. This holiday seriously like no rest for me. During November, need go school 2-3 times per week and the hours very long. On December, need do "part time job". No time play and shop loh. x.x but at least during November have some days can rest. :D #CanSayLuckyMuchDuringNovember? ^^

Don't know if can say I suay(out of luck) or fortunate to be able to see my primary school friends that are boys. But somehow they still remember my primary school nickname .__________. One of them is meet at tuition and the other is at BGSS(Bedok Green Secondary School).

Super Junior<3

OMFG!!!! :O Dreamt of Super Junior :D OMFFFFGGGG =D AWESOME TTM SEH! BEST DREAM EVER =D <3 My heart totally melt when i woke up<3 In the dream, I even hold hand with one of them and i think is either DongHae or Ryeowook. xD And also talked with them too!<3 One of my best friend, Jaymee also hold hand with Eunhyuk. They taught me and my friends how to dance for our upcoming event. Crazy fan dream uh<3 :D LOVE THEM :3

Also dreamt of another dream. And the person happens to be Malcolm. ._. wtf sia. why will it be him .________. weird. And its about Justin sending him a message saying "Just disappointed and angry." o.o and in the dream, i was close to Malcolm. ._________________. Even weirder. He became angry once he saw that and started to drink alcohol. and he drank 3 cups and got a little drunk. I drank 1 cup and vomited a little when in the toilet. But he vomitted a lot. Then, the dream ended.

Weirdest, coolest, romantic, awesome, infinite description, dreams ever.<3

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Chocolate Cake :3

Made chocolate cake yesterday :D Finally did something productive ;D

The cake wasnt that nice though but at least edible xD and i got a scar because of accidentally hitting the hot oven. >< pain siol :(

Going to Mac tomorrow and maybe wild wild wet too! :3 Excited max~ #Random #JustSaying ;D

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Life without him

Everything is still fine even when me and him is not in a relationship anymore. Just that, we may never talk or chat with each other. :( As though i just lose a friend for not cherishing well enough :/ Ahaish, cant bear to lose a friend just because of that. >< Hope he is still doing well. :'D And wish that there is no scar that i left behind.

Thinking about him, reminds me that in less than 5 days it will be his birthday :D but i dont know if i should give him present or not. But i want. (: Gonna ask a friend if i should or not ;D

Loving my new keyboard picture<3 #Random<3 #JustSaying :3

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November♥

The month that i have waited all this while has finally come. :D Cant wait to go out with friends ^_^ and shopppp too!(: But have CCA so less time to play :/ and almost every week need go back school for 3 days. x.x sian much.

Hope this year end of year holiday will be fun amd memorable =D

Ahaish, still thinking on what Birthday present to give my bro. >< Hope can go out with him. :D and hope can go out with that 1 person i miss. ;D

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Halloween 2012 :D

This year Halloween is boring just lyk every year. :( Hope next year will be special, fun and awesome :D and hope that can go out with friends too! (;
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Random much? o.O

Today while going to school, saw 3 people skate boarding. One of them said "Hi, i forgot your namem Ermm, what's your name?" Im lyk dafuq? This person random much. So i ignored. After walking a few steps, the person said "Got ignored." Im lyk damn shocked. He sounded lyk some paikia and i offended him. :/ But looking at him, dont think he paikia so i not scare already xD

Ahaish, I always offend those paikia. x.x Kinda weird that at my neighbourhood there will always have paikia go and skateboard down the hill. o.o Envy them seh :D and they damn cool xD

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Report slip ._.

Last day of school. Starting of the day is already embarrasing enough- got to stand up since my principle, mrs thing ask me and my friend to stand up and my math teacher also >< paiseh max luh uh. Glad that she actually read the proposal written by me and my friend, amirah :D Almost thought that she didnt read it as she did not say anything on tuesday. Our effort is finally not wasted. :'D Kinda glad that she was quite satisfied with our proposal since we wrote about the things that we were aware such as money, space problems etc. :D So happy, since most likely we are going to have an floorball interest club and we are going to develop it into a CCA. =D So looking forward to next year (:

She also mention about changing school attire. Sian siol >< i love now the PE shirt seh >< but mine lyk too small liao, most likely need wear new PEshirt that the school created. Best thing is, she actually allow us to continue wearing the current PE shirt, so only the new batch of sec 1 2013, have to wear it xD so heng seh :D another memory of this year sec1 to 5 2012  batch, since we are wearing the same current PE shirt. =D

Next, taking back result slip was so boring. x.x While waiting, have to read book. z.z cher confirm want us die only lor x.x! Results terrible to the core. Especially for Literature SA2, got F9. Totally awesome. x.x While taking back results, I knew that 1 gal i know, will confirm compare results here and there only when she do well. When never do well, then will shut up. -.- When getting SA2 maths result, she know i got higher than her, then give that buay song face. -.- Never do well, still have cheek to give me that face. When i get lower results than her, i also never give her that face or that attitude. Get high marks, brag about how high she got. Get a life. Next year sec 2 already. Be more mature first. Dont set bad example to the next year batch. ==

Then since yesterday, she has been staring at me and my friend. Stare as much as u want then. You envy me so much? ;D ahahaha(:

May be the best part of the day is when mrs thong announce about the floorball proposal. :D

Souvenir from him?

I actually created this blog because of him. But, now, its going to be the last souvenir from him. His Confession on 3 October 2011. I suggested break up on 24 October 2012. About 10 months of stead. ._. So gonna miss him >< and his going to ignore me till...? Losing a hilarious guy like him, is like a star falling down to the earth, a fallen star. Will miss him to the core<3

New day awaits?

Tomorrow need go back take results :( no mood, totally. They should have give us today instead of tomorrow. Now mood so sian...only feel like chatting with him to see if he okay or not... But not like he will reply. haish, no mood to sleep already. ><

Last Day of Fairy tale

Last day of school, last day of fairy tale. Finally broke up with him. Dont know whether to be sad or happy. During those 10 months i was with him, majority of the time i was emo-ing because of him and few of the times i was happy. After breaking up with him, suddenly felt like the world is going to end. A sudden break up line between the both of us was some thing that i could not take it that moment even though i was the one who asked for the break up. Felt like we both wasted each other time when i saw his tweet implying that he was actually waiting for this day to come. Definitely no metal break down but stil cant imagine life without a hilarious guy like him. :'D Hope he will still chat and talk to me xD Like so fat hope xb




Last Day of Fairy Tale

Dear xxx(u should know uh! :b),
  I dont know whether u are sad or happy but if u are sad uh, dont act tough liao lurh! :b u stay strong when u sad uh, not cute liao~! xD If u happy uhh and celebrating, why bo jio uh?! xD btw, good luck in ur studies and ur next target? :b If can break my record within end of next year, then come find me uh!! :P
ur ex?,
ME:D

Waiting :( ''Should I move on?''

Im always waiting for him to say that..but will he even say that? I know he will try not to say it till i say if he feel what i am feeling now.. What if both of us are waiting for each other to say? I wanted to say it but whenever i want, i will always remember how hurt he was last time and he trusted me. :( I scare i will regret what i do too. I wish i have a chat buddy beside me so i could tell him what i feel. I have one already, but he is not same school as me,  he wont be able to chat with me in real life only if we meet each other. I really need someone from that class(1T7) to caht with me..if it could be codie or jeffrey.. :( Will it come? :( </3

DANG IT ._.

Haish..so fast Saturday le but MEE havent finish HOMEWORK! :( SIANN UHHH~! :/

Gone back~

Today I went back to Primary School :D actually I didnt want to go but after remembering all those happy, funneh, epic memeries, decided to go back. But one of my close friend didnt come because she have CCA. :( Miss her >< At least today I managed to see my awesome bro, JiaJun...Though he only smile to me, Imma still very happy :) And I saw someone who I have a tons of memeries about him, Kenneth. xD Miss him too >< He still haven change yet :D Same as usual, the happy guy I know, but when he is emo, he will cover it with a fake smile. And still as funneh, cute, shuai as ever ;D I thought I wont be able to see him but he at last came. =D All those boys, grow so tall liao..till dont dare to stand beside them xD Saw so many awesome, cool, amazing people today =) Miss all those times we spend together :') #31/08/12 #Teacher'sDayCelebration #Friday #LoveThem<3

Sorry to say this...

Please do not act big or think you know a lot. Stop asking people to do this and that. You may have that position but do not cross the line. It was just a small matter and you could have say it nicer. I tried to talk to u nicely but your actions shows me that I should not. I know nobody is perfect and everybody is different. But nowadays you have gone too far. Sorry :(

Don't judge

Don't judge me when you do not know me well. Trying living in my shoe, you will not be able to last a day. I bet. If I live in your shoe, I know I will not be able to last a single day. You do not know how my life is and what I went through so do not judge me. I have my reasons behind it. Do not insult me because you do not know me well enough to say that. Even if that person is not me, you do not have the right to insult or comment. Thought its your mouth. Please keep your opinion to yourself. I do not deserve that. You may think I am too sensitive but everybody is different. I admit I have emotional problems. So, before you say something hurtful, please think about what you are going to say first. One sentence or word can cause harm. Thanks.

#IWant

I want to remember all those happy memories leaving none left. :D

Photo taking for Band

Yesterday, photo taking was awesome<3 But one of my senior didnt come :( I wish she came on that day...but she needed to go...haiz.. :( At least my another senior came :) During photo taking for normal shot, all of us were very serious. But during the fun shot, all the senior became so funny, cool, awesome, hyper :D When all the junior band lyk me, were very serious though its a fun shot. xD Love all those memories on that day. :) After photo taking, instructor told us that the junior band and main band are opposite as during combine, the junior band very lively and main band very serious but during photo taking, the junior band became very serious and the main band became hyper. xD #24August2012 #AwesomeDay #HappyMemories

That sec 3 guy

Somehow whenever I see him, he reminds me of somebody. Both of them look a little bit alike. I like it when both of them smile. ^^ And when I'm upset, by seeing either one of them smiling, I will become happier. :) Though I dont like him, but during the photo taking for band, seeing him smiling so cheerfully makes me happy too. :D

#IWish

I wish you can be my brother. But I wonder if you even notice me. :( #1T7 #PurpleHouseShirt #Leopard #TallGuy

#13520 #tohim

I don't know why but it feels lyk we are getting further away from each other each day :( after June, u became totally different :( u acted differently :( Did I do something that caused u to become liddat? :/ If it is because of me, im sorry :( Or is it because of her? Is it because she like u so u change? :/ I wish that we could be the same as last time :'( but because of her I can't and once u change i don't think it's possible now :'( all I could do now is to just keep all those happy, funny, epic memories with me :') miss those times when we hang out together :'(

Drills...

Today the drills is the longest :( for 2 hours siol :/ but still kinda fun xD love to do drills when the wind don't disturb mahh hair xD love to shout during drills ~ hehe xD #LOL? #Awesome #Fun

PROJECTS?!

school have been giving so many projects :( this term is gonna be so busy that i cant go out =( haiz...so many tests and projects how am i suppose to cope in my studies? :/ ESPECIALLY, when ur group members dont do anything  causing u to do everything by yourself =.= chers can u all just give us a break? =( pls? :/

o_o?

Whenever i hope not to be able to see u, i will still see u... xD #joke?

weird day...

Today so many things happened...one of them is cher say have literature test =.= then today fren lyk so angry just bcoz he does not want to pair up with the gal he dont like ._. and he was lyk so emo on friday(until he wanted to kill himself)  but when he went to school, he is lyk so cheerful and keep on smiling o_o weird? xD hope he will not emo again ^^ AND today one of the gal in my class had to teach us a word...she knew the word she is going to teach is simple and, something that will cause the whole class to laugh(especially her crush)  bcoz if u are not pure u will know the word has a sick meaning to it...then she went to teach us and cause the whole class to laugh and her crush laughed the loudiest...isnt she a attention seeker? O_O? she said she want to forget her crush but now she is getting his attention troll-ed xD joke! Today i also met someone who i didnt see him for very long (; though he freaked me out, but imma happeh that i met him :D #epic #funneh #weird #joke

Cant wait for...

CHRISTMAS Day xD The day where I'm always hyper :D Love to shop when it's near christmas :) all the things they sell are so nice~ love the times when I celebrate Christmas with my cousins and friends<3 #random #excited #countingdown #149moredays

YAY!! :D

Still counting down. Cant wait to see ur :) still left 6days... #Excited #Happy
Miss ur siol :( Especially YiHan :'( If I wanna see her still need to wait for 10 more days :( Miss Her :(

Joke. == xD

I cannot fill my stomach with food. So I filled it with water. Hehe xD

Miss You :(

<3I Miss You. :'( I can't stop thinking about u. Hope one day can go out with u and him. :) Love those times when we played that game tgt. xD This year I realised that u usually play cheat when we play that game. Feel SHO DUMB xD Though u cheated, but I had fun when play the game tgt. (: And In pri sch, my happy and funny memories are mostly with u. :D And u treated me better than how u treat some other ppl. I will always remember u. Kor, good luck in everything. All the best for everything too. =D <3

Sorry :'( #13520 #tohim

I don't mind if u forgot about me. I'm sorry that I always pissed u off. If u hate or dont like me I don't mind cause among them , im the only one who always make u angry and the most bad and naughty one. I wont hate or dont like you if u hate or dont like me cause it is not wrong. I am/was ur fren? :( :/ :'( ><

#Sorry :/

Today...

Todae band...cause today my seniors nvr come so instructor ask me to follow my tutor. When i went to my tutor, he said:'' Girl u very lucky, have 3 hours.'' I was lyk thinking '' WTH?! Sir, this is not call lucky.'' xD

I had to stand for 3 hours cause i cannot sit down and play. But after band practise, my leg was not that pain cause im kinda use to stand for long hours ever since i join band. xD The first time i join band, my leg was freaking pain.

But todae is last practise during the holiday. Once school reopen, during band practise, i think my leg will be pain if i stand for 3 hours cause from now till school reopen, it will be kinda long so i think my leg is gonna be pain. xD

14 days left

Cant wait to 21 June~ I wanna see u guys miss ur ttm siol =( still left 14 days :(
When i dont see ur, my mood is: ._________________________.
When i see ur, my mood is: :D , :) , =) , =D 
ur make my life more fun and exciting :D
U GUYS ALL JUST SHO AWESOME, COOL, FUNNEH. =D

CANT WAIT xD

SHO HAPPY SIOL xD Played a game with my AWESOME fren :D now im still thinking who will win xD But if i win, things will get complicated and it will be very awkward and it will be very confusing too :/ But if my fren win, i will be so dead xD Hope my daddy can find my future mummy xD (btw fake parents...) Hope he will not rush again...cause last time rush then they divorce. </3 xD DADDY JYJY I WILL SUPPORT U DE xD

#excitedmax xP

Gonna be a AWESOME day =) Hope things turn out the way i want :D

Holiday Life ._.

It's only been a few day since holiday starts and im missing ur alr T_T wish i could go out with ur... :(  Holiday life is sho boring without ur...make me feel so lifeless and without u is worst :( 
Holiday: 1. Eat xD
              2. Sleep z.z
              3. Emo  T_T
I rather have school during the holiday than staying at home. T^T
At least todae wont be so boring :D gonna prepare food to for tmr's party(actually not really party xD) =D SHO EXCITED about tmr xD

WEIRD ME xD

Am i weird or what? Whenever u spam me i feel happy and wont bother about taking revenge.xD But whenever my friends spam me, i will be lyk ''REVENGE TIME >:D''.xP But whenever u spam too much, i will be thinking if u are stalking me...

Should i? :'(

I'm not sure if i should move on :'( It hurts whenever u reply other ppl but not me :'( I wanna move on but i still love u :'( im so confused now >< should i move on? :'(  ><

about u~

<3<3<3Those funneh and awesome time when we spam fren together...when we prank call my fren xD...when some times cher us to seat beside each other but after seating, we will ask our frens if wanna change place cause is kinda awkward seating beisde u xD <3<3<3

Missing You All :'(

I feel so lonely when ur are not beside me :( Especially when u are not with me i feel lyk dying T_T Cant wait for school reopen >< i wanna see u all :'(

about u~

I miss u and whenever i msg u, sometimes u only reply me not everytime. </3 :'(   It hurts whenever u dont reply me. :'(

about u~

It was kinda awkward when i saw u that time. I wanted u to fast go away cause i felt very awkward but when u are really about to go away, i felt very sad wishing u could stay longer to accompany me. I know im kinda weird but i really miss u. :'(

about u~

WHY U SHO CUTEE?!<3 xP I'm addicted about u. ;P

about u~

Sometimes i wonder if u still remember me :( cause u didnt reply my msg...

Hehe ;P

Me weird? Nah im just unique. (;

I miss you! :'(

Whenever i listen to this song when im sad, it reminds me of u. And it makes me miss u more than a fren but a best fren. :'(

(;

Even though its hard to understand u, i will try my best to understand.<3

WHAT'S HAPPENING??

Things are getting more weird... Me?getting more confuse each day... ><

The Moment :)

The awesome moment when the teacher ask u to seat beside ur crush. :)

about u~

My heart always beat very fast when i see u.<3