Bad -> Good uh

Yesterday:
During band, The Sir ask us to memorise the scores (dk is 4 or the 7 scores de). And I have Geography CA tmr but still need memorise and do art painting homework. HAISH. STRESS UH~
Today:
Didnt have time to study Geography CA and only finish memorising 2 scores. :/ In the morning, haish, my sibling took my shoe to school and i have to wear my sibling shoe. -.- Whats worst is that, the shoe is 2 sizes bigger. .____________. OMG RIGHT. Lucky when I walk or jump, it never fall off. xD Haha. Wts. When reach school, i only study a little bit. Since, last time I last minute study also never do well. So now I try not stress everything to my brain. xD After school, when for band practise. Luckily the band practise was kinda ok. Only the part when he say I should be facing him. I know but i needa share score right? Haish. Whatever lah. I know that I know can liao. xD After band, me and my friend when to give a brochure to one of my senior (ZhiangZhuang. shld be liddat spell buh). My friend(JC) tried finding in her bag but could not find it. So we run up to class and take it. Usually after band, we will get very tired but because of the brochure, we were lyk damn energetic. xD its funny uh. Because my senior that time say his back pain and say until lyk he old already. xD And the brochure is about relieve pain and it got show if back pain, leg pain, shoulder pain etc go to that place. xD When we were about to give him, we asked him if his back still pain and he said a little. AHAHAHA. JOKE CAN. hehe. xD The last time he said back pain was a few weeks ago and he now still say pain. xD After we gave him the brochure his reaction is kinda emotionless and with that 'I have nothing to say' face. xD AHAhah. SUPER DUPER FUNNY. BUAHAHA. xD  He seriously made my day. Felt so happy and refresh after laughing. xD To that senior: there is no bad motive when we give the brochure. It was just a joke. ^^
Had a busy and funny day. :D

RAINY DAY

EPIC DAY. Today afternoon was raining so me and my friends ran under the rain and got showered. xD At least my friday isnt ruin by the boring lessons. Had so many History lesson this week. -.- When to band after school and managed to memorise one songs out of four. sucks much. I know. though other people already finish memorising but still who cares? ;D At least managed to finish one and rougly know how to play the 7 songs. ^^ Though some is too fast for me, I still will try my best. ^^ FIGHTING~! And if i dont know how to play, may be still can ask one of my senior who might know. :D

To the girl who might read this post, it may be kinda a horrible day to u, life still goes on kayys? ;D If u cant resist using ur hands or legs, just tied them up tgt. :/ Good luck for ur next week CAs. Hope to see u smiling on Monday. :D Cheerup ^^

Left out.

Sometimes is it me or school? Whenever i care for my friends, they just dont appreciate. Whenever i tell them a fact, they just laugh at me. Whats so funny to laugh about? Im just telling u since u dont know but in the end? u still laugh. Whats so funny when u dont know something that others know? Dont u feel embarrased? What makes it worst is that when u say about something which is not true and laugh when i tell u the true fact, u are just making a fool out of urself. Dont u know that how much u have hurt me. Doing it once is alright for me but its not the 3rd time already. I cared for u thats why i correct u with the right answer. Just knowing a little does it means that i need to be humilated and hurt? Whats wrong with me telling u more about kpop? I tell u the reason about why super junior may be a little less popular since u say that super junior now less popular. I was trying to protect and make sure there is a misunderstanding in her interpretation and not to let people think that they are less popular. Being a fan for super junior, i was definitely filled with some anger about what she say as she is someone who does not know much about kpop and said such remark. So i told her the reasoning. In the end? She laughed and said:" Eh G***** ******." With her saying this, i think that they did talk behind my back when i went oversea and had to skip school that period. This is not the first time. True. I did it before. But i was just saying some dissapprovement of attitude but still love them as a friend since everybody definitely have some flaws. At least when she say that, i know that her friend that she called did not laugh out but just give a smile with a little laughing reaction and the others just keep quiet. Now i do know who is true and fake. What i also realised is that, u are always the one that talk behind others back first. You said u dont like being left out. Me too. Everybody also does not want to be alone and left out. But u didnt need to start talking to other friend first so that u will not get left out and not caring about the rest that get left out. Your selfishness will just bring unhappiness. Sometimes, i really wonder, is it because of the school im in thats why the students and teachers are like that? Me being left out at cca too. Usually get forgotten by the people inside. Not being able to play the songs and has no senior to look towards to. It just makes me feel why im born for nothing. For the people out there feeling this way, dont feel depressed because of not having true friends. Its hard. I know. Im trying too. Try to tell how u feel to someone whom u find it comfortable to be with.