Waiting :( ''Should I move on?''

Im always waiting for him to say that..but will he even say that? I know he will try not to say it till i say if he feel what i am feeling now.. What if both of us are waiting for each other to say? I wanted to say it but whenever i want, i will always remember how hurt he was last time and he trusted me. :( I scare i will regret what i do too. I wish i have a chat buddy beside me so i could tell him what i feel. I have one already, but he is not same school as me,  he wont be able to chat with me in real life only if we meet each other. I really need someone from that class(1T7) to caht with me..if it could be codie or jeffrey.. :( Will it come? :( </3